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i need to live or i want to die

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Hi...I like so many of us obviously am in serious need of dental aid. I am just turned 40, I have 3 great kids, and a survivor of breast cancer(2003) domestic abuse...(x3relationships) as well as a resulting drug addiction which I am still struggling daily to overcome. I have lost my entire life's belongings since losing my home, and my disabilty in 2007. I have to honestly say that because of my self image...I contemplate suicide at least once every single day. I have avoided/cut off almost all relationships because I get anxiety so bad because of my appearance that I letrally get sick to my stomach. I am chronically homeless for almost 2 1/2 yrs now, I am depressed and have many physical problems I feel are related to my teeth. I am trying to kick a drug addiction, but, at times it seems pointless and I struggle with it constantly. I feel ugly, unlovable, undesirable, useless, dirty and I can't live this way anymore. Can someone PLEASE HELP ME??? I really need this to get my life back!! I will do ANYTHING necassary to pay back for the treatment. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
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lordbewithme

i feel your pain, nice teeth are so important for many of us, and it really upsets me that our govorment thinks teeth our nothing, bad teeth can make a person really sick, and i wish there were more programs out there to help with them for the low income people and people with no income.  have you tryed a low income clinic ? also if your able to get care credit, you can use your card for dental, i have care credit and dont know what i would do without it. its a credit card thou so you would have to appy for it. i know this aint much help but dont give up. what state do you live in. im in michigan, i know some good survey sites that pay if your by a computer every day for some extra money, its not gonna make you rich, but it helps a little, do you have children?

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